Cha0s Gaming - Sebastian's Room

EasyThreads added AsaniDraws to the group. 12/17/2024 19:49

*as soon as he enters his room he slams his door shut. Screams at the top of his lungs. and starts throwing stuff. pacing about Angrily*

*fades in, bypassing any doors or locks* is a good thing you can just snap your fingers and replace all this..... *takes a seat in an armchair and gestures to the couch* sit.... we need to talk about this. Becayse she loves you, and I'm not about to see her get hurt.

*Glares at his father for a moment. before sighing and stepping past some broken glass on the florr and sitting beside him*

19:53

Yeah sure. worry about her getting hurt. do you not know how hurt I am because of what SHE did??!

you mean what I did. She didn't ask, but I saw what she wanted, and so I gave it to her. Wouldn't you do the very same? If you love her, wouldn't you do anything for her?

Well yeah... But right now... i don't know how to feel other than angry that this child isn't mine...

you think she only wants one? *he raises an eyebrow*

I'm tired of being second best.. besides i couldn't do it three times. i doubt i'll be any luckier a fourth.

19:56

but it's fine. she won't have to worry about it anymore.

you don't mean that. And you're not second anything. As I recall, it was you she fell for before me. And that never happens, that makes you the first in a few things honestly.

So what?... It doesn't matter anymore..

doesn't it? You know why you're hurting? I'll tell you. Because it's exactly how I felt, everytime I saw you two together. And I'm not saying that as some sort of revenge. You're finally understanding what I've been going through this whole time.

Well you don't have to go through that anymore... *he stands back up and goes to pour himself his strongest drink* If i leave her she'll get over it. i'll get over it. we'll all move on eventually and it'll be fine.. If you love someone enough you let them go if necessary right? I can't be with her when she has a child that isn't mine. seeing her will just hurt me more..

20:02

and i can't put Alfira through the pain of seeing me miserable around her own daughter and herself every day.

then don't be miserable. Look you encourages this. Yes ger first born won't be yours, but she will be ours.. *pours himself one too, raising his glass to him* all of ours. It was my hope, that we could all be in this together. Why choose anything? Why separate houses? She loves you, I love you, and we both love her. So..... let's finish this drink, maybe blow a few things up, and talk about how we're going to make her wedding absolutely perfect. Then, I'm taking you out for some father son time. What do you say?

Dad... *he looks at the drinks. his eyes still watering* I... I can't do it... if you want me to still be there for the wedding... at least let me be the best man.... but i... I'm not... in a good headspace now and i don't... think... i can recover from this or see her the same way anymore....

20:09

But i won't let it keep you both from being happy together. you got what you wanted.. and she got a man far better than i could ever hope to be.

Because she loves me, fucked me, or has a kid, what was the line that made you decide not to love her.

*he goes quiet for a moment* Why does it matter?.. nothing will change or should change.

call me curious. What made you decide not to love her?

Her... Deciding to have a kid with you... without ever once saying anything beforehand about it to me....

20:12

but it's fine. i'm happy she got what she wanted, dad...

funny that you think this is what she wants....

She got Her kid didn't she?

a kid, yes. But perhaps you weren't listening when I said it's not the only one she wants.

20:15

but..... I guess she'll have to settle with the one then. Shame, she really does ant a little girl with your hair.

She does?...

Yeah, but shame she won't get it. I can't give that to her. Not sure you noticed, but we're both lacking in the color department.

You're god... you can change genetics as you please... so if that's what she wants. i'm sure you can manage... *He said. setting down the bottle and heading to the bathroom. locking himself in it*

i could make her have a fucking frog seb, but thats not the point, she wants her..... with you....

*From in the bathroom* Then she'll have to manage without me. i give up. love fucking sucks and i never want to feel it again. please just go away... she needs you right now..

*bursts the door down, puts a finger to his chest then sounds him towards the mirror* look at this. What you did, for her, you tried the cowards way, and they made me drag your ass back from the abyss. You want to break your oath, you want to lie to her and tell her you don't love her, you want to lose me again, then march your ass out there and do it yourself. But if you love her, like I know you do, you'll be happy for her first daughter, you'll rub her fucking feet and make her comfortable, and you'll love them both with all that you are, and when the time comes, I'll do the same for you both. Because that's what love is. Compromise, understanding, and sacrifice. So.... what's it going to be hotshot? Do you have the balls to love someone who isn't perfect? Or would you prefer the doll back?

*He pushes his dad away* Fine!! *he huffs and storms back out to the dining hall*

*waves their room clean and sits to give them a few minutes and wait for them to come home*

Sebastian Arrives with Alfira.

...Araavos?

*sitting on the couch*

*sits down beside him* Hey. We talked things out.

*not re-opening a fresh wound, just sits patiently to let him talk. As he's sure there's a few things he'd like to get off his chest, as well as respecting the fact that he made things work, and wants to let him say it, rather than give him the "i told you so"*

First off.. Still very salty about this whole... thing... But... We did talk... And i've decided to at least TRY to make this work... For her.. for both of them... But don't expect me to be all giddy and play happy three way family immediately.. i'm still conflicted.. but i know i still love her.. at least a little bit... but we'll just... see how things work out...

Love isn't always pretty son.. *stands up and goes to them* But it's worth the mess. *taking both their hands* Nobody is expecting you to be excited about everything. Like I was with you two. I was happy for you both, even if I didn't like the situation. Can you not do the same and be happy for her, for us though? If this was reversed, and you're not me, I get that. But if it had been me she fell in love with. And then had a child with you. I would be upset as well. I'd be just as angry with the situation. But I would still love, support, and be happy for her. Even if I can't stand the fact that it should have been me. So... I'm not asking you to play happy three way. I'm just hoping you will be happy in this relationship, just as she is, just as I am. Your happiness is just as important. Like it, or not, we're all in this together. For her? For our child, for the children to come, and... for each other... I love both you guys. She loves us both. And pain aside, I know you love us both... So let's all agree, here and now, to never lose sight of that...

I'll... Try... And when you told me she wanted a daughter with my hair... i can't lie and say i didn't want to go with it just to do that for her.. but without being part of it...

21:24

I would have left her the second she got pregnant from me..

But you would have done it for her, because you love her... but the pain is making you want to leave.. I get that... It's why I couldn't be around you. So trust me when I say, I know how you feel, but now you know for yourself how much love can hurt. But it's behind us now. We have a future... together... I know you're upset son, but you can't let that pain, remove the love that's in your heart. None of us wants that for each other...

Like i said.. i'm willing to try... but it'll always hurt... I'm sorry to both of you... we'll... get past this... i hope... I guess i can give love another go...

You say that now son, but you just wait... the happier she is... the better you're going to feel. The happier you'll be yourself. Give it time, it'll go away. You'll see her, holding her and smiling, you'll see the daughter reaching out to you. Then before you know it it'll be tea party's, dresses, and we'll both be sitting there in our finest suit looking stupid, but wouldn't trade it for anything.... That's love son...

If.. you say so.. So... now what?.. *looking between the two of them*

*small chuckle* Do you really do tea parties with your little girls? That's precious

Perhaps I didn't make myself clear.... there isn't anything I wouldn't do for my girls....

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21:34

But as for what we're going to do next... I don't know about you two, but that lunch really did look good. Lunch date? Then i'll leave you two alone for a little while and we'll meet up for dinner? Maybe a movie?

Actually.. maybe before the movie... that whole.. exploding things and having a few drinks does still sound like a good idea... (edited)

If it's alright with her of course... *he smiles, trying to nudge him ever so slightly into realizing it's now a thrupple, and it's a decision for all of them now.. all need to be considered*

Of course it's alright with me....Oh Wait! I had something in mind for dinner....For after

*Now finally looking around the room* Uhh dad. did you....

Clean our house? Yeah, don't worry about it... Just a little dust.. *not revealing the FULL extent of how bad he wrecked it, but not lying either* (edited)

....

Ehhh don't worry about it... Now how about those drinks and destruction?

But...

*looks at Alfira* You going to be okay having lunch with your mom today? Oh... forgive us.. you said you had an idea for dinner?

That's alright. I'll let her know. Anyway, I know a restaurant that my mom took me to once. It's in the snowy mountains. They have these massive windows where you can see the animals go by. from a snow hare, to a white dragon!

Sounds Very nice, Alfie... I'd like to.

Count us in then.... *looks at Seb* Shall we then?

...**Yes**

*Gives Alfira a kiss, and then opens a portal, waiting at it's edge for Seb*

*blows them a kiss before walking out*

*Watched her leave with a sigh before following his dad through the portal*